If I could speak to my younger self I would tell her that everything is going to be OKAY. Even though you have not even discovered fitness yet, it will end up saving your life. I wanna walk up to my younger self and SHAKE HER and tell her, if you work hard, have passion, and direction, the rest will fall into place. You might not know what you want to do just YET but that does not mean you are less than. Stop worry about your career and just LIVE because through experience comes passion.
If I could speak to my younger self I would tell her that self love and acceptance come above everything. Its not selfish... ITS NECESSARY. Stop wasting your time on people that give you half the effort and start putting that back into yourself. Your mind, body, and relationships will THANK you.I would tell her to use those 5 extra minutes putting on eyeliner to tell myself..."I love you" instead.
If I could speak to my younger self I would tell her that to find her TRIBE. The friends you make in high school will not be good influences and will TEST you. You mustn't try to please anyone just to be popular because honey you will not peak in high school. Does it really matter if you have a Micheal Khores bag? Stop trying to impress people because the sooner you do the sooner you will find the people that matter.
If I could speak to my younger self I would tell her that everything you have gone through has made you who you are. I know you are still young and searching for where you fit in this world but, keep pushing.. You will be rewarded in the long run. I know you have wanted to quit so many times but DONT. Even though those extra hours in the gym, the extra money you have saved, and working three jobs at once seems hard...YOU CAN DO IT. You can do anything you put your mind to... you are limitless baby girl